Wow, today has been great. I had a dream… it was great.. ill tell you about it.

Dream- Nick went on some trip, and i wanted to go to France, so my parents gave me money and i got to go to france, i had so much fun by my  self, and i got a camera and just walked all around france, it was great. Then my parents were there getting re-married, and i was like WOW, what are yall doing here? and they were like after this your getting married, and nick was there, and we got married in france, but when we got back to the US Nicks mom didnt know about it, so we didnt tell her, and i just told her the ring came from my parents, b.c it didnt look like a wedding band b.c i got it in France, and so yeah. It was good..

And so i told my aunt about the dream, in 2007 We’re going to France. Im excited! But yeah. Well anyway.. Today i went to City  Fest, bought a purse/bag and i got a basket with my name on it, and my Aunt got me an ancklet for my birthday. and i picked out the charms and the women made it for me, and its flip flops, its soo cute, then i got body spray and yeah. Good times. then when we got back to memaws my Aunt took us home in her jeep and we had the top down, it was fun. Oh yeah and i saw Nick at City Fest, so yeah it was fun! Well thats all ive got to say right now, i guess ill talk to yall later.

My birthday is in 13 days. GO ME!

Well today was good. Boring, first we went to the thing on the elction, 2nd we did crap, i hate that class, third we watched a movie, and 4th we did our presentation and made a 94 on it! go us and yeah. boring. I love Nick.

Here are 2 pix and then some icons.

our prom pic

 Heres me and Nick at the Battle of Selma

Wow hey havent written in a while, welll ugh DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA, I HATE IT. well ugh Ms Donna new i wanted to get Nick a cell phone and be on my plan, and yeah, and i got real upset b.c i wanted to get him the phone, and im getting a camera phone and nicks getting one, and i get a discount b.c of where my dad works, and i wnted to get him the phone, and he talked to his mom about it and now i get to get him a phone, im happy. and yeah.  ugh.  schools okay, almost out, my bday is in 16 days, im happy!! yay. well comment me.

love you Nick

well today, boring. I felt sick at school alll day, and yeah. Coach said that he had seen an improvement, (which is great) and yeah i was pissed off after school, idk why, and yeah.. Nick was getting on my nerves.

I went to his game tonight, we lost of course, and yeah. I sat with brettt. good stuff.

Oh how i would love to be pregnant.. being a mother and wife. I want to be married to my love and have a baby with him. My dreams will come true soon. I love you Nick.

Lets just say, Today could have been better but it was okay. We’ll go peice my peice.

Church- Everything went well, the recongnation for the seniors went today, so i have to go to a little bit of the 11 o’clock service. It was good.

Car ride to Nick- Brett called Nick and wanted to know if Nick wanted to go golfiing, Nick  said yes, and i got really upset, I didnt show it tho, and Tony wanted me to go check out his new video game.

Nicks house- so we went in there, i started crying and Nick was like trying to hug me and i pushed him away, Cuz i didnt want him touching me, and i was really upset b.c me and nick made these plans to go to his house after church, then of course BRETT had to screw them up, so that upset me, and yeah. Then i started crying realy bad, and went to the bathroom and i was in there forever and Nick was like Lauren let me in, lets talk.  I was crying and i was like no, he kept asking what was wrong and i told him nothing, he was like then why are you crying, and i was like b.c i can, and soo  yeah, then i finaly told him, and Nick was like well im calling brett and telling him i cant go, and i was like no dont do that, and then brett called and asked if nick was ready and he wasnt and they were going to a more expensive place and Nick was like i dont have that money so i dont wanna go, Then Nick told his mom that i got upset and that he wasnt going, and she was like ”Are you telling the truth or are you trying to make lauren happy” annd that hurt me so bad, and i told Nick i needed a min, and i went under Nicks covers and just started ballin’ what she said made me hurt so bad, but then Nick held me and we got better, so yeah. That could have been better.

Then we ate lunch, and played n 64, and then we went and watched a movie and I colored, then we went to steak and shake for some shakes, that was good, then they took me home, and me and mom went to to store, when we got there Nick and them were there, so i got to see him again. and here i am. Yeah.

Ive been coloring alot lately, b.c it helps take my mind off eating, soo yea.

well, who really sat here and read this whole thing? NO ONE.

xoxo Lauren

Well, I never told yall about Adam, and its a good thing. But, i have more then a boyfriend that i love. But, thats all im saying. Yep. Uhh schoool is almost ovrt im so im happy about that. and yeah. I love my Nickypoo. I wanna have a baby so bad, but he said maybe next year, well then ill be going into 11th, and i might as well wait until i graduate. But yeah. Nick came up with this great plan, We get married, Move in togehter, He’ll have a full time job, and ill get a part time job, and then we do that for about 2 or 3 years, but have a baby, and then after the baby gets older, i go into the state. Sounds good to me, better then my moms plan. Yeah. Nothing exciting. well thats all ill write later.

Guess what? We now have enough money so i can go shopping. YAY. lol but im fat, so im gonna lose weight. but yeah. well ttul

I love you Nick

Well, its getting closer to me and Nicks one year!! And im supose to be getting my ring.. I hope i am. Lots of stuff been going on lately. I talk to Adam alot, and i thought i wanted to be with him, but ive really thought about it and I love Nick. So yeah, and I told Adam, and yeah. I love Nick. Yes. But yeah, school is almost over, and i get my permit soon! My bday is in 3 weeks! Im sooo happy! Yeah. Everyone pray for my friend Elise, she hasnt talked to her bf in 2 days, and he lives far away, and she doesnt know if hes cheating on her, but they are the cutest couple ever. So yeah.

Well thats all i have to say, i feel sick.

Love you Nick

ugh, today was gonna be a good day, until 3rd! I hate Coach Wurtz, I was late, for 2 second time this year, and like all this crap, i dont wanna go into it, but i was crying ALL 3rd, and like an hour at nicks house, and like 30 min at home, i prolly will cry again. I HATE HIM. but yeh. nick was there for me, and my daddys home soo YAY.

I hate you Wurtz.

well yesterday was pretty cool, I cant tell you why. But yeah. And yeah.. blah.. today was okay. Coach Wurtz moved me, that dick. yeah. life is boring.

I love yoo!!

Today has been great. Nick came over at 8 30 this morning, to go to the Battle of Selma, and it didnt start until 2!! and we got there at 10, so yeah. We looked around at all the stuff. We now have matching shirts. Then i got another shirt, then he got another shirt, and yeah. It was fun. I was so sad that my dad didnt go with us, but around 2 he called and said he was there, I was so glad he came, then on the way home me and nick got McDonalds, and yeah. It was a really great day!. thats all that really happend, Oh yeah. i got sunburned on my face, and i look weired since i died my hair and my face red. lol.It hurts too. But yes, that was my day! .. see ya. Leave comments.

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