Well, I never told yall about Adam, and its a good thing. But, i have more then a boyfriend that i love. But, thats all im saying. Yep. Uhh schoool is almost ovrt im so im happy about that. and yeah. I love my Nickypoo. I wanna have a baby so bad, but he said maybe next year, well then ill be going into 11th, and i might as well wait until i graduate. But yeah. Nick came up with this great plan, We get married, Move in togehter, He’ll have a full time job, and ill get a part time job, and then we do that for about 2 or 3 years, but have a baby, and then after the baby gets older, i go into the state. Sounds good to me, better then my moms plan. Yeah. Nothing exciting. well thats all ill write later.

Guess what? We now have enough money so i can go shopping. YAY. lol but im fat, so im gonna lose weight. but yeah. well ttul

I love you Nick

Well, its getting closer to me and Nicks one year!! And im supose to be getting my ring.. I hope i am. Lots of stuff been going on lately. I talk to Adam alot, and i thought i wanted to be with him, but ive really thought about it and I love Nick. So yeah, and I told Adam, and yeah. I love Nick. Yes. But yeah, school is almost over, and i get my permit soon! My bday is in 3 weeks! Im sooo happy! Yeah. Everyone pray for my friend Elise, she hasnt talked to her bf in 2 days, and he lives far away, and she doesnt know if hes cheating on her, but they are the cutest couple ever. So yeah.

Well thats all i have to say, i feel sick.

Love you Nick

ugh, today was gonna be a good day, until 3rd! I hate Coach Wurtz, I was late, for 2 second time this year, and like all this crap, i dont wanna go into it, but i was crying ALL 3rd, and like an hour at nicks house, and like 30 min at home, i prolly will cry again. I HATE HIM. but yeh. nick was there for me, and my daddys home soo YAY.

I hate you Wurtz.

well yesterday was pretty cool, I cant tell you why. But yeah. And yeah.. blah.. today was okay. Coach Wurtz moved me, that dick. yeah. life is boring.

I love yoo!!

Today has been great. Nick came over at 8 30 this morning, to go to the Battle of Selma, and it didnt start until 2!! and we got there at 10, so yeah. We looked around at all the stuff. We now have matching shirts. Then i got another shirt, then he got another shirt, and yeah. It was fun. I was so sad that my dad didnt go with us, but around 2 he called and said he was there, I was so glad he came, then on the way home me and nick got McDonalds, and yeah. It was a really great day!. thats all that really happend, Oh yeah. i got sunburned on my face, and i look weired since i died my hair and my face red. lol.It hurts too. But yes, that was my day! .. see ya. Leave comments.

L o v e y o u N i c k

I HATE CONDOMS!!!! THEY RUIN THE MOOD!!
But yeah, wow my internet has been down FOREVER!!! yeah but lets start with wednesday!!
Weds- at church, i told Nick i wanted to go on a break, and he cried, it was terrible, i hated it, then he came over that night, and i just broke down and told him i didnt wanna to have a break, and he started crying it was just crazy, so we’re together, and yes. I LOVE HIM.

Thursday-Me Brett and Nick went to the bama country birthday bash thing, Sugarland, the warren brothers and John anderson were there, we had a great time, but like it got delayed like 2 hours, and we got there early (b/c of the rain) and like we sat outside that gates, and yeah, and like i had to go to Nicks car and brett had to pee, so Nick stayed there and me and brett were walking around down town Montgomery looking for a bathroom and we went everywhere, finally we found a sub way, and the guys bathroom was locked and i was like brett just use the girls, and he was like can i have the key, and ugh hes crazy, but yeah. Then we got back and we we all went in and like we had a really great time. It was fun, i didnt see my parents for like 48 hours, and we were in the same house, but i got home after they went to sleep and i woke up after they went to work, so yeah. Oh and, he looked at some others giirls boobs and i got pissed!!!

Friday- uhh i layed around the house by my slef. It was great. Soo yeah.

Today, it feels like sunday, cuz we didnt have school friday, but yeah.. we celebrated bobbys birthday, we had fun! and yeah i dyed my hair today, ill take pix. Its pretty. Yeah. Well thats all.. I love you Nick.

Well today is boring. I told Nick about that girl asking if me and that other boy were bf and gf, and Nick was like ”See Lauren, I think your too friendly with this guy” God, i hate being inlove. I CANT DO ANYTHING. Gosh, I might as well not talk to guys. geez! I didnt do anything and everyone is comming down on me, today nick told me i wasnt a good gf, how is that supose to make me feel? Im starting to think this is the end of our relationship, but i dont no. I just dont no anything.  Nick is starting to be to sexual and i hate it, i dont wanna give him a bj every second or a hand job. Gosh. and he thought i wanted him to finger me all those times, NO, HE JUST DID IT. This is making me sick, i dont no if i wanna be with him forever. The sexual ness HAS to S-T-O-P i hate it, i cant stand it. Im gonna have to talk to him about it tonight,cuz im going to his house in a little bit, soo yeah. ugh. and i just dont no what to say to him.

Well, if you have any advice leave commments, even if you dont, still leave commments, no one leaves them anymore, im gonna stop writting stuff if not ones gonna comment! grr.

see ya.

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NICK LET ME DRIVE HIS CAR!!! shhhh dont tell my mommy!!!yeah, and there was a guy behind me, so i couldnt screw up, then i had to pull over for an RV, lol and Nick was freaking out, i was like Nick, I can drive. lol!!!! I get permit next month!!!Yeah, and omg today i got my progress report in english and i had a 69, and i was like ”Coach, I did this” (and he loves me) and he was like okay, ill change is, and i got an 81!! it went up like 12 points and that was just one classwork grade!! yeah, wow. I just got back from Nicks softball game, we lost OF COURSE!!  but it was fun, i wanna have a baby! yeah.. and im in a great mood!

Hey yall, well i hate school. Ugh,  So much work, drama and shit!!! I WANT TO DROP OUT!!! but im not. Ugh, well we got home, Nick tried to rape me, it was really rape, it was just a guy thinking with his head (and not the one on his shoulders) and yeah, but we had a long talk about our sexual stuff, he says we got alot from it, I didnt. But everything is great now.Yeah. Tonight im going to his softball game, yeah. Fun stuff. Adams gf broke up with him, i feel bad. Hes a sweet guy! Hes my math buddy, not that he nos how to do math, but uh yeah. Well here are a couple of the prom pix, they look bad.

Yeah well those are the pix. Love yall.
xoxo

Prom…!!!Omg… i loved it, the whole night was great! no, the whole day was great. Let me tell you about it.. 
yesterday morning at 7 30 Nick called me and woke me up, he was like look out your window and look at this rainbow, and i got up, and he was there, i was like awww, then iwent to let him in a he gave me a flower, and i thought it was really sweet, then we talked and hugged and stuff, it was cute, then he came over again at 12 and we washed the Trailblazer cuz he wanted to take my dads car to prom, so we washed it, he soaked me, and i got him back, fun stuff.

Then,i slepped until  2 30,  i started getting ready, and did my hair, at 4 30 he came to get me, he was gorgeous, and so was i, then we went to get our pics, then we went to my grandmothers, then to his dads and then to applebees to eat, then we went to One of our teachers house, and  then went to rent a movie then we went back to my house to chill out, at 10 we went to the dance, i only danced with him for one song Ecis Clapton, Wonderfull, yeah, then we left at 10 30 came to my house and watched Euro Trip and had a little fun (wink wink if you no what i mean) then at 12 30 he went home, it was great. 

It was great. Nick looked so damn sexy in his tux. Yeah, Ill post pix later. see ya.

Love ya Nick.

Ps. I made a blog a long ass time ago, and like theres only like 5 ppl in it, so if you love me can you join it? Its I look gangster in my pink hat… its under my blogs, so join it! thanks you rule!

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Omg Kayla thank you so much for giviing me the URL for this song! You are the greatest!!!! I love you Chick!

Well tomarrow is prom, and im still fat, ugh i hate it, i havent even toned up, i hate it, I just wanna be bulemic, or anarexic, but i cant spell those words so how can i be it? ugh, man. I hate my life. Yeah, well getting ready for prom tomarrow, went to the tanning bed today, and yesterday and going tomarrow, and i got my jewlery yesterday and my bag and hair stuff today, and yeah tomarrow im gonna go get some underwear to match my dress, lol!!! Im love myself but yeah.

I made a new friend today, Hes  a guy.. Nick hates it. Ugh, i cant help it all of my guys are friends, i dont no how that happend, ive NEVER had this many guy friends, and Nick was like they all hit on you, and im like no they dont, they all have gf;s. nicks just jealous, In first block Its Timmy, In second its David iin third its adam, and 4th, no one really, then theres 2 Joshes, and Nate, Justin, and someone else, but yeah, thats 8 guys, and my friends Kayla, Brittney and Carol, but Carol got sent away, soo ugh!

But anyways, today in English I was like David I bet i can keep my legs and feet off the floor til the end of the block, and he was like No you cant, then he was like Betcha a buck, and i was like Heck yeah, cuz i new i could do it, and i did it for 40 min!! Long time, but i got a dollar, lol. Fun stuff.

Well, thats it Im out, love you!

Love, lauren