Wow, stupid research paper, Love Coah T, but hate his class!! Crazyness yeah, well me and nick have been acting more inlove lately, its been really nice, except he jokes around sometimes, but im training him and hes training me, yeah. He’s taken me home everyday this week except tuesday, and its been nice. I  really love him. Uhh me and Timmy are becoming good friends, i dont think of him as a jerk anymore, someone i do hate is Brad, b/c he hasnt matured at all! I swear! Crazy. All that stuff with Amanda is a crazy mess, ive got to get realy serious with this loosing weight process, gotta look good at prom, sooo yeah, its in like 2 weeks! I really am inlove with him, and i cant belive what ive done to him, i mean he doesnt no what ive done, but.. blah.. Idk. Im sorry.  I love you Nick. Im gonna change competly! soo yeah. well thats all i gotta say.

I love you Nick, and i cant wait to marry you!

xox Lauren

wow crazy stuff with me and shawn, and nick, and yeah, My dad ordered me a live stong braclet and a breast cancer one, yeah go Lu! anyways, me and nick are good, and yeah, me and Shawn are, like we used to be.. yeah.. well nothing too much going on.

I really am inlove.

LiLdiXiecHiC221: you know that bracelet i got
ExotiicJellyBean: yes, i ordered one today
LiLdiXiecHiC221: well it smelled like a dead ladybug so i had to spray it with smell good stuff

^^^OMG MY KAYLA, Your crazy!

Wow, HAPPY EASTER!Yeah, woke up at 6 30 to go to the sonrise survice, Nick was there. It was good, but too early. We let the ballooons go, it was pretty! Yeah, then i came home and watched Crocadile Dundee, Los Angleas.. sp, then at 9 i went to sleep and woke up at 12, so i got a long nap!  BUT I had a dream, we went to a amusement park at someplece, and i wanted to get my hair done, and me and Nick and Brett went, and like I  touched Brett, and he was like is that a good touch or a bad touch, and i was like good, so he put his arm around me and we walked with each others arms around each other, and Nick saw, and he was like WTF and i was like Nick you no Bretts been having a hard time with his gf, Im just trying to be there for him, and Nick was like whatever, i was okay, fine and i kissed brett tounge and all hard on the lips, just to get nick mad!!! Thats the 5th dream Ive had about me and Brett, I dont even like brett!I swear

well at 2 going to my Memaws to celebrate easter, YAY, WOO HOO.. blah. Im still tired!

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Nick has just got on my nerves today, i think he doesnt feell good but idk.  I told him to call me when he got to his moms house, it took him 30 miin to get there, 3 hours later, nothing.. so i called him, he was asleep, crazy fool. Well i told Brett about the dreams. Yeah made me feel better, and blah!  hnjgkjadhbiadhihbubhadubh

bye

school tomarrow

Well, this morning went to the tanning bed again, Im not going until Tuesday soo yeah, yesterday at the park i pulled a muscle. yeah it hurts, I had another nightmare last night, he broke up with me, and i had just turned 16, and i drove his car around, and yeah, it was sad, thats the second nightmare ive had in the last 2 nghts, its crazy, Idk if this is a sign or what. I hope not, i would like to be with him forever, hes the only guy ive ever met who has treated me this good. Yeah. well hes comming home today, and comming over at like 12 or something soo YAY! and then we’re going over to my memaws to die eggs soo yay. Sometimes you just gotta have fun  and there are supose to be storms tonight, i hate storms! but yeah,..

well good luck Jamie, your getting married!

and thanx Jasmine for doing the myspace thing

xoxo Me

OMG! Tomarrow this girl I know is getting married, I wish i was getting married! I will be in 3 years. So thats not too bad, last night I picked out me and nicks promise rings, Im trying to get the 200$ by our one year, which is July 19, Nick doesnt think i can do it, so im gonna prove to him, but with me not having a job, and my parents not having any money b/c my mom is still recovering from open heart I dont no how im gonna get 200$ in 3 monthes, and im only 14, so i can get a job now, but in 1  month i can!!! My birthday is next month! Ill be 15!! Then in july Nicks birthday is the 12 and he’ll be 18, that lucky son of a gun! But yeah! well this morning I went to the tanning bed, good stuff, then finally me and mom went to the park, i love going to the park it makes me feel like a kid again, and one day im gonna be taking my kids to that park! Cant wait. When we got home dad was cutting the grass, and if you guys no where i live, then you no i have a huge hill in my back yard then a flat spot at the bottom, wel i drove the tractor down there and it was sooooooo fun! I look sexy on a tractor, lol! well Nick comes home tomarrow!! YAY! Sooo yeah, then spring break is over.. sooo boo! I hate school, and i havent done anything on my research paper, Im screwed!! ahh well leave some love!

Me: IM WORTH MORE THEN YOU!!
Shawn: it’s cuz u got a pussy n tits lol

^^^^HELL YEAH

Love Lauren

Blah, had a bad night last night, Nick said something stupid.. I dont no if i forgave him or not. he shouldnt have said it. grr. but yeah, and you no i was watching Bowling for Columbine and i got freaked out last night and didnt feel safe anywhere.. and yeah.. but i guess its okay cuz im okay now, and yeah. Nicks going camping today, adn Im gonna miss him but thats okay. Spring break is almost over, how sad! Thats okay, cuz this year is almost over! Yay! Im glad Nick is getting out of high school, that way if we have a school shooting i only have to worry about me, oh, I had a dream nick cheated on me, i woke up crying.. i talked to him and he said that would never happen., I hope nott. yeah

well, like this girl is getting married, i only no her thru xanga, but she lives 5 min away from me, and like i reading her comments and stuff, and  i cant wait to get married, im getting married on July 19, 2008.. everyone be here!! Jasmine will be my Maid of Honor and Brett will be Nicks best man. just letting everyone no, so when it comes to wedding time yall wont get mad b/c we didnt pic you. Were getting married at the church where we met! Okay..

Jasmine, your my bestest friend and always will be, I love you so much, you’ve always been there for me, thanx and I cant wait to see you at my wedding, lol. Hopefully ill see you b4 that tho. lol love ya babe!

Wow, took a bubble bath I love those things, mama didnt take me back to the park, but tomarrow we’re going after we go tanning. Soo YAY! ill have the tire swing all to myself! and Nick callled me, but i was about to go take my bath, and i told him to call me at like 10 or 11, so yeah, I love him he really is sweet, just wish we could have earased last night, but thats okay, I love you hunny.

NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE COMMENT ME, PLEASE! IT MAKES ME FEEL SPECIAL!

XOXO ME!

Wow,  i had the greatest night sleep in a long time, I went to bed at 9 30, wow.. and only woke up once last night, b/c of the thunder, then i woke up at 7 15 and went tanning, then at 8 30 we went to Pratt Park, and stayed there for an hour and now here i am!! yeah. well Im gonna go outside and tan some more.. i think. but yeah. welll. I didnt see Nick yesterday, but im gona see him today! well see ya

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well, I found out there was another school shooting when i read my friends entry, i didnt no about it. My mom was trying to hide it from me b/c of friday (if  you dont no what happend friday, then IM me.. ExotiicJellyBean) and so yeah, then i went on my search again about Columbine high school, I went to the movie store and rented Bowling for Columbine. I have to get it out of my system, and i guess if there is a shooting at my school, and i die, i gues its my time to go, So im not gonna be scared of going outside, Im gonna live like im dying, b/c I am.

yeah and i fell asleep tanning, so my front side is gonna be red, and my back is gonna be white, b/c i ran out of time to tan my back b/c i fell asleep

xoxoxo

Life is just full of choices! I cant stand it sometimes, Okay, like this summer… I have to chance to go to Montana (sp) and Ill be gone for Nicks 18th birthday, and our one year. I cant do that! But I wannated to do something fun this summer, and hes going to south america this summer, but he wont miss anything!! So what do i do, Go or stay…

18th birthdays and 1 year annis. are things that you cant do again, i mean if it was like his 19th birthday and our second year it would be okay, but.. both of theses events are something big, Idk i guess i could stay.. i can always go to Montana, Ill make him promise me.

My mom just told me that i would be here for his 18th birthday, but thats not what she said originally, so i guess they changed it, thats good, and we night not leave until the 19th, and thats our one year! Sooo… on the 18th i can hang out with Nick until 12, so ill be with him on our one year! Gosh i just wanna cry!

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Wow, we cleaned my room today.. Took 5 hours.. what can i say? I HATE CLEANING, and thats the reason im dating a neat freak! Lol.but yea.,. im glad its clean tho.. i can see the floor! Yeah.. gosh.. I was thinking about Mary earlier! I wonder where she is, what shes doing?? I love you Mary.. Yeah. I think im gona go for a walk later, clear my mind. Yeah. I love doing that!  I got to the tanning bed tomarrow! At 8 go me! Then im gonna hang out with Nick sometime after 3 tomarrow! Gosh im usinga a lot of exclaimation marks arrent i? Im sory, Ill stop! So.. gosh.. I really have nothing else to say!

I love you Nick. You and I.. FOREVER.

TODAY IS ME AND NICKS 8 MONTHES!!!

yeppppp, well My scedule for today:
Right now, Doing my hair
at 8, Going to the tanning bed
at 9, Getting my nails redone
after that, idk
at 3 30, taking a shower
at 4 30, Nick comes over
at 5, the steak out
at 10 30 Nick leaves.

yepp, well the Nicks mom is mad at me, but idc, yesterday i had a bad day, I was doing my research paper on gun control, and i saw a link saying Columbine High School, i had never heard about it b4, and i got freaked out, and cried at lunch, then after school went to Nicks house, fun fun fun, and yeah.

ExotiicJellyBean: Nick said hey to some other girl today, and i pinched his side hard, until he told me her name.
i LoVe LaUr GiRl: lol
ExotiicJellyBean: and what really got me mad, was that she wore like a size 0 and had cute hair, she looked better then me, and im gonna hunt her down, and tell her not to talk to Nick anymore.
i LoVe LaUr GiRl: aw, i hate skinny people who look better than me! Get her Lauren, get her!

Lol love you Jasmine