Gosh, sometimes i hate my life, ugh. Okay… im about to tell you something that you dont wanna know.. well im on my period… okay.. and Nick didnt come to church today, and remember when that happend like a couple of weeks ago? (if you dont remember go back and read some of my entrys) well he was like ”Im sorry Lauren, I didnt know that going to church meant this much to you, if i would have know that i would have come in late”
OKay.. well now he knows that, and guess what?!?! HE WASNT AT CHURCH TODAY, and last time that happend he was at his dads, and today he was at his dads, and last time i was on my period too! and today we had a really good church service with it being Mothers day an all, and yeah, but i just thought i was gonna cry right in the middle. I was so pissed off. And today i was going to tell him somthing, something really sweet, and then he didnt show up? Wtf kiinda boyfriend is that? and he made me cry the other night b.c i didnt wanna give him head and he wasa like ”I do all this stuff for you, and you just give me all this shit” that made me cry. I hated it. And then today. WHY DOES HE DO THIS TO ME? i mean he is the sweetest guy i have ever met, but when it comes to sexual stuff hes a jerk. And i told him i was having doubts, but ugh. I just cant stand him sometimes.
And, he got grounded yesterday b.c his moms a bitch, there was no real reason, and if yall know nick yall know that hes a goody to shoes, and yeah. ugh, and i no he didnt get grounded from church, and how can he get grounded from his m other when hes at his dads? I SWEAR, SHES PHYSCO!!!!! A LOONITIC!!! A BITCH!!!!.. ugh.
Well i hope yall enjoyed my complaining.
Happy Mothers Day to all those moms out there. A special Happy Mothers Day to all those teen moms out there, its hard.
xoxo.. whats my name again?