March 22, 2005
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Life is just full of choices! I cant stand it sometimes, Okay, like this summer… I have to chance to go to Montana (sp) and Ill be gone for Nicks 18th birthday, and our one year. I cant do that! But I wannated to do something fun this summer, and hes going to south america this summer, but he wont miss anything!! So what do i do, Go or stay…
18th birthdays and 1 year annis. are things that you cant do again, i mean if it was like his 19th birthday and our second year it would be okay, but.. both of theses events are something big, Idk i guess i could stay.. i can always go to Montana, Ill make him promise me.
My mom just told me that i would be here for his 18th birthday, but thats not what she said originally, so i guess they changed it, thats good, and we night not leave until the 19th, and thats our one year! Sooo… on the 18th i can hang out with Nick until 12, so ill be with him on our one year! Gosh i just wanna cry!
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Wow, we cleaned my room today.. Took 5 hours.. what can i say? I HATE CLEANING, and thats the reason im dating a neat freak! Lol.but yea.,. im glad its clean tho.. i can see the floor! Yeah.. gosh.. I was thinking about Mary earlier! I wonder where she is, what shes doing?? I love you Mary.. Yeah. I think im gona go for a walk later, clear my mind. Yeah. I love doing that! I got to the tanning bed tomarrow! At 8 go me! Then im gonna hang out with Nick sometime after 3 tomarrow! Gosh im usinga a lot of exclaimation marks arrent i? Im sory, Ill stop! So.. gosh.. I really have nothing else to say!
I love you Nick. You and I.. FOREVER.
Comments (3)
Lol itll be on again and no, im not pregnant, as much as id like to be. I shall be getting married in 4 days hehe.
Lol really? Do you live in Prattville then? I live in Millbrook so its 5mins to get into prattville, but depends on where you are going. I think the storms have passed and are gone now but im not too sure, ill have to look at the weather. Have a good day!
Yeah, I live in p-ville! I dont no about those storms the weather said they might come back, but lately there never right, but thats okay.