Gosh, I just cant do anything right, I made Nick mad, and he said he wanted to run his car into a wall out of anger, wast that supose to make me feel better, NO. Then i think i do great on my report card, and my mom gets mad at me for a b, my fucking gosh, Ive never done this good before, and she still gets mad, all my life ive tried to be everything they want me to be, and they still yell at me, grr. Wel screw it.

I love you Nick

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Well my mom just called me in there and said that it was a really good report card, she was like “”it was good, i no i didnt act like it but it was good” and she gave me candy, so that makes me feel a little better.

yeah blah… idk…

Holy crap, well last night i went to my friends party, its was his 16th! He drove uss around a little bit, and we fit 7 ppl in a 4 seated truck, and no one was in the back, it was fun. Nick couldnt go to the party, but we all decided to go bowling at 11 that night, so at 11 we went to the bowling ally,  and Nick and Brett met us there, it was fun, but i got home @ 2 this morning, went to chuch at 9 20.. i feel dead. Thats the lastest ive stayed out in forever. good times, then today Nick took me home from church, when we got home we did idk, and after that we went out side and tanned, and red his book, and i rested, isnt that so sweet, just like a married couple does, it was cute, and for the first time he said he wanted to have passionate sex with me, and i thought that was really sweet.

I LOVE YOU NICK! So much babe, you mean the world to me, and i cant wait to grow up and have a family with you. I love you so much.

Love always, Me

Blah, well yesterday went to Nicks after school came home and.. READ A BOOK.. wow thats so not me, the only think i normally read are lyrics.. haha but yeah well im bored. bye

Love me

Dont you hate it when you see someone happier then you, how inlove they are, and how every one thinks greatly of them, then you think about yourself, and your like wow, wtf.Why cant my life be like theres, they just have so much more then me. Its very depresing, and you would do anything just have what they have for one day, I no im not explaining this well, but in my head its all perfect. I dont no what im trying to say.. dont worry about it.. maybe someone out there understands what im saying.

<3 ya Kris.

Laur

welll, blah.. Today has been nothing special really, just normal, After school today i went to a couple of places, ran a few arons and yeah. Moms doing good, thats great. And school going good I guess, Nothing real special.I do wanna say one thing tho, Mary needs help, not bad help, but not good help, shes all like depressed and suicidal, and i hate her like that, I dont want her to not think one day and kill herself, cuz i love her and she means a great deal to me, so EVERYONE pray for her… I love you Mary.

Well, Nick only works on Saturday, thats good in a way. but yeah. I love you Nick..

Jasmine- this is awesome, thanx for doing my background for me, I love ya!

Well, I best be off, Love you all.
Always, Laur

well today, been kinda blah! AHH I JUST REMEMBER, i have to do my math hw, midterms this week, blah. Yeah that sux, and like today i didnt have money for lunch, and i had to barrow money from Nick, i feel really bad, but lunch is my big meal! so yeah, but memaw gave me money for lunch the rest of the week, YAY!  i love that, so yeah so yeah, well i better go study.

I love you Nick
and
Jman

Love me.

Hey! This is Jman (Jasmine)! I just made the whole Xanga layout for Laur girl. Ain’t it nifty?! Anyways, Lauren is way cooler than you! And I miss her. Her and I go way back. We use to run into trees with cicadas in them together. lol I’d do anything with that girl, lol. I hope she’s havin’ fun in Alabama! And I love her for life! Marry me, Lauren! lol. Muah!

-Jazz and out!

blah, nothings really been happening. its really boring here. I love Nick!

love me